The Orson Family. Meet the Orson Family.
The Orson Family.
Raymond Orson. Age 44. Works as a chef at a Nursing Home.
Crooked smile. DArk brown shaggy hair. Once stepped on a rusty nail, got infected. Raymond loves his pet dog, mittens. He lives on a farm with 23 chickens, 3 goats and a pig. each chicken has its own name
Lisa Orson. Age 43. Blond hair with three pink streaks.
Loves to write. Once guest starred on The Ellen Show.
Lived in a shelter when she was 12.
Jessica. Age 15 legally blind. two long braids. Loves to swim. Played in the special olympics.
Watches FRIENDS all the time, wants a pet unicorn
Abby. Age 7. MIssing four front teeth. Scar on her finger where a Dog bit her.
Has high cholesterol and anima. Picky eater.
Family enjoys canoeing in the lake and fishing.
Once caught a 14 lb fish!
Cooked it and the family got food poisoned the next day!
Half Baked, pranks.
I was in 10th grade.
A boy asked me to the School’s Winter Ball.
I was psyched.
I went shopping with my cousin and bought a red dress.
Net day at school, that boy’s GIRLFRIEND, said it was a joke.
He doesnt like you, she said. At all.
I was embarrassed and sad.
I ran to the bathrooms shower stall.
I CUT.
I hated him!
I hated her!
I ended up skipping the dance.
Walking down halls avoiding eye contact.
People spreading rumors.
I took pills. A girl gave them to me.
Did nothing, was hoping for a buzz.
I laughed.
A LOT>
C said I was half baked.
I was SO upset.
HS sucked!
Jump Naked.
“Take off your clothes” Nurse Jane demanded.
I stood in the bathroom shaking.
I slowly took off my clothing.
Dropped them on the floor.
I stood there naked.
“Jump”
I jumped.
Tears ran down my cheeks.
“GET dressed and come with me”
I got dressed.
Jane led me to the nurse in the psych ward.
They took my blood and BP.
I was shown my room.
SMALL> I could touch side walls same time.
I sat on the bed. It was hard and had a broken spring.
I hugged my legs and cried.
Jane shut my door.
I glanced at the walls.
Swears covered.
It was dinner time.
THe paitents and I went to the cafeteria.
I grabbed a tray and got in line.
meatloaf, tatoes and corn.
After we got back to the ward, I went to the bathroom to puke.
A private moment.
I couldn’t sleep that night.
Girls screamed and fought1 and sweared.
My eyes were droopy the next morning.
After breakfast, we had group.
We got journals and pencils.
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NOT SUICIDAL?
I wanna cry.
Side effects of some of my meds, are suicidal thoughts or actions.
IM SCARED.
Lately i think I need a med change.
Im scared of new or foregn side effects.
I don’t want to die!
I fear death daily.
Think of it. I could DIE, TOMORROW>
Freaks me out.
I pray, but God is not answering my prayers.
I cant write I feel suicidal here on my BLog/
I may concern viewers.
Cuz I am not. Yet…
I NEED ATTENTION!
I never was good at asking for help.
I used to be WAY OUT THERE.
In the psych ward, I wanted to tell staff how bad I was doing.
Words. I didn’t have them.
so I cut to get attention.
I sat in the dining room, on a red chair using a plastic knife to SLICE my belly.
SLICE< ONE TWO THREE FOUR, blood over the floor.
Dripping blood where are U staff??
I can only handle SO much.
Nobody found me.
I went to bed with a bleeding belly.
I never got caught.
I was sad.
DId they even care?
I started to hate myself.
I was now addicted to pain.
It felt SO good.
I couldnt talk to anybody.
No parents.
No friends.
No teachers.
No staff
No therapist.
I havent cut in awhile.
To be honest, I miss it.
I was caught with Drugs.
It was lunch time in school.
I Sat with my friend S and A, and K.
My guidance counselor entered the room.
She came over to me.
UH OH.
“I need to speak to you” She said.
I slid my purse into S’s backpack.
“Let me see that” She demanded.
I was caught.
We went to her office.
She asked if I were on drugs.
No.
What’s in your purse” She asked.
I blushed.
We sat there.
“I have reason to believe u have pills” Mrs. A said.
Nope.
I finally gave up and handed over my purse.
Pills.
She called my dad.
I jumped off the chair and raced out of her office.
Down the hall.
to the bathroom and locked it.
I was in, trouble.
Mrs. A knocked angrily.
I came out guilty
She grabbed me.
Off to the principal.
They called my parents. I bowed my head embarrassed as I walked to Mom adn DAD.
I was suspended and needed to take a urine sample.
So we went to my Dr.
Peed.
Passed.
Reported back to my school that everything was negative.
HA!
My invisible friend.
Feeling really weird.
My focus is on the spirits in the sky.
There they are.
i dont blink.
my eyes water
but I am not sad.
I am being entertained.
With my hallusinations, I am never lonely.
NEVER
Plus I have Miley. my invisible friend.
I feel safe like she cares of me.
She experinced heaven.
Sounds better then I thought.
I ATE. and I ate.
Uncomforble with my body.
Ive had eating issues since the age of 15.
I used to binge and purge. SO much, soon all there was, was bile.
In the pych ward I threw up in cups.
After being caught, I had to be monitored after meals.
I was SO mad.
When I was on my first med, it made me hungry.
That day, I had TWO English muffins. FIrst time.
I needed food.
If candy was offered,u bet I took it.
I Craved chocolate.
In school i would get a Coke and chug it.
ID throw it up in the hall trash.
CAUGHT> DANG.
Now I am about 98 lbs heavier. Disgusting.
SSSSSSSOOO MAD>
Yea, I was a bully.
She said I was a bully.
I Disagreed..
Then I sat and thought.
I WAS.
I was a Mean Girl.
I locked a girl in a bathroom.
I slammed a girl into a locker.
I stole.
I cheated on a friends Homework.
I had a friend take my Clozapine. Almost killed her!
She passed out at TJ MAXX.
She was high.
I colored my hair pink. got in trouble.
I pierced my ear myself. Got infected.
I beat up a classmate.
I snorted pixie sticks.
I was a terrible freimds.
